Consider the following:
99.99% of all human beings that ever lived, scratched away on a piece of dirt, never having seen anything more than a few miles away from where they were born, then died, most likely younger than you are today.
We read stories and watch movies of high adventure. But that’s not life. You don’t need to do that stuff to have worth.
Do you enjoy yourself? If you do, then you are living well. You don’t need to be living every moment at the height of ecstacy. Are you content? I think that’s perhaps more important.
Taoists would say that you are what you are, and that’s what you will be. And that, inherently, is good. When you see a bird land on the branch of a tree, do you think, “I wonder how good that creature is at being a bird.”
It simply is what it is. It goes about its days, doing bird things. And that’s cool.
Our existence is no different. It doesn’t need some grand design, or some magnificent purpose. The fact that we exist at all is amazing.
So just go with it.
If you want to go do something else, then go for it. That’s cool too. But don’t do it just because you think you are SUPPOSED to. Because the only thing you are supposed to do, is exist, as a unique part of the universe.