I quit smoking on 31st October, after 18 years of smoking a pack or so a day. I was persuaded to grow a moustache for Movember and didn’t feel that smoking and raising money for prostate cancer were ideological bed fellows. I haven’t had a cigarette since, and despite the occasional urge to have just one, can’t see myself having another. Quitting smoking is a great thing to have done, and my son’s asthma has disappeared as a result (or at least a benefit).
On the flip side though quitting smoking seems to have turned me into an angry man. Things that would never have bothered me while I was smoking (which includes pretty much everything) now make me hopping mad.
3 year old son not doing something exactly as I asked him to? Rage! Dogs being slightly pesky? Rage! While I was smoking, there was very little that could knock me off my stride, but since quitting I’ve found that every couple of days I loathe myself a little. Not enough to start smoking again, but I’m not nice now. Frankly I was unpleasant enough as teenager to last a lifetime, so I really don’t want to do this again.
Has anyone else experienced this prolonged anger after quitting? I expected it for the first month or so, but three months after doesn’t feel healthy to me.