Here’s a serious question:
Do you live somewhere that weed is legal?
Smoke that. Of course you can’t smoke it throughout the day, but it’ll take the edge off when the nicotine starts to leave your system.
I’ve quit twice, after smoking for more than a decade, and it stuck. I still kind of miss it, because i liked the act of smoking.
The trouble with vaping is that it doesn’t really address the core problem, which is that you are physically addicted to nicotine. There’s a psychological component, but the physical component is the vast majority of the issue, and a lot of the psychological part is just your brain trying to get you to give it nicotine, because it knows that nicotine makes you feel gooood.
That’s the hardest part of quitting. Withdrawal makes you feel bad, and there’s that little voice saying if you just smoke a cigarette, you will feel better. And what mattress it so powerful, is that the little voice is RIGHT. You absolutely will feel better, because that’s what physical addiction is. But every time you give in, you reset the clock, and you never really get closer to quitting (unless you are using a drug that blocks nicotine, which then prevents you from actually feeding the addiction).
There’s s couple of things that can help. After only a few days, you don’t have any nicotine inn your body, and withdrawal will be the worst it gets. Then, it’ll get better, but you gotta make it a few weeks before it goes away completely. And like i said, I still kind of miss it. But then you’re free.
There was a time when i quit, that i think turned things around for me. was pissed off about something that did not merit me being pissed off. And so i thought about it, and asked “why am I pissed off?” It was almost kinds of meditative. Just reflecting upon my own feelings. Because the answer was, “I’m pissed off because my brain wants a chemical.”
And for me, realizing that flipped a switch. Consciously acknowledging why I was pissed, made it go away. It was no longer a “real” emotion somehow. It’s worth at least trying this kind of self reflection when going through withdrawal.
I’ve been through it, so i know it’s easier said than done. But it’s worth doing.
And seriously, smoking weed can absolutely help, because it will calm you down and let you smoke something without resetting the nicotine clock.