So I’m having an issue that I don’t quite know how to deal with and am seeking some input from the hivemind of many experiences.
I’m in my mid-50s and was raised as a Jehovah’s Witness, but have been inactive in that faith and an atheist for almost 40 years. I’m currently staying with my 87 year old aunt to help her in her elder years and also to give myself an opportunity to recover from some health and financial problems (which I don’t want to go into at this time.)
The problem is, my aunt, like my mother, is a devout Jehovah’s Witness and has been her entire life. Now over the years I had reached a detente with my mom, accepting her literature once a year and reading it. That worked for a long time until a few years back when my mom reached an age where she doesn’t press me anymore.
The problem is my aunt. She cannot help herself. She’s a good person but her beliefs are so zealous and so absolutist that she feels obligated to try to teach “the Truth” to me (that is how the Witnesses refer to their beliefs, which gives you a bit of a sense of how zealous and absolutist they are - every other person on the Earth is a believer in falsehood but the Witnesses have “the Truth” [capital T implied]) Now I know the Witness doctrine backward and forward and also know the Bible extremely well for an atheist (I read it twice as a teen during my religious struggle years) and also spent the first couple years of undergrad academically coming to grips with my Witness experience, taking Cultural Anthropology and doing a research paper on the Witnesses, taking History of American Christianity and so forth. So I know the drill but my aunt just… keeps… on… preaching. She keeps on trying to get me to go to her religious meetings. She keeps confronting me about my beliefs, even though I’m being very polite and discrete. She keeps on lecturing me about “The Good News”. I understand this: from her POV it would be a mortal sin NOT to preach to me, and her beliefs are so zealous and so absolutist there doesn’t seem to be any leeway.
I had hoped I could reach a detente by being polite and discrete but I have to say I’m beginning to feel like this isn’t going to work. If I decide to go elsewhere, that will actually be quite bad for both me and my aunt.
So I’m wondering, what can be done?
There may be general ideas that would help. But be aware, the Witnesses have a VERY specific, VERY rigid, and VERY powerful set of beliefs, so the general advice that would apply to “mere” Evangelicals or “mere” Fundamentalists might not apply.
I can provide more info if necessary but I would place the Witness beliefs as just shy of something like the Church of Scientology. (There are many including many sexually abused former Witnesses who would put them in the same category.) They are not like the run of the mill Evangelicals or Mormons or conservative Catholics that many of you may be familiar with; they are a pretty hard step further into zealous absolutism, and that’s the problem I don’t know how to deal with.
I don’t require my aunt to be 100% respectful of my individuality and beliefs (and that’s a HUGE concession IMO) but I want some space. I’m willing to tolerate a certain amount of messaging, as in the detente I had with my mom, but this, this is untenable.
So, let’s discuss. Perhaps the wide experience of QT3 can help me.