Aint noone gonna give you a callsign unless you join a squad and they give you one.
As for sucking at it… it’s pretty hard to suck at hornet. It is one user friendly piece of machinery. Sure you will not stick a three-wire at first try. That’s why the game teaches you to fly with interactive training thingers.
Dude tells you to push this button, highlights it, you push it and kerPOW! the mig blows up. (<< easy abridged version that, the reality of it is 15 buttons and the thing stops making beeps and boops and you got to do the migkilling yourself)
Learning to fly aint easy. But its fun. And given enough gumption, everybody can fly a virtual jet. You can prang [crash] em as much as you like, unlike real life! And theres always helpful people on the internet (eg me) to answer questions or even coach n00bs on an online server.
You go get your little miss sunshine. She HAWT!