Also: I am now very much in the correct thread. I plan to not say anything in p&r tonight. Please forgive and ignore if I screw that up.
I am a college instructor. Two years ago I left teacher education to teach math at a community college. On a whim, I applied for a teacher ed job again. To my shock, I was offered it. I took it despite misgivings because some questions I asked weren’t given solid answers. I took it, honestly, due to location (Minnesota!) and salary (a significant salary bump). I went into the office for the first real time today. (I don’t officially start for a couple weeks.) It all hit me. The questions I asked? Yeah, the outcome is the worst possible one. I’ll be teaching elementary science methods. Science is by far my weakest core academic area (from English/language arts, history/social studies, math, science). Going through science materials, I realized just how far in over my head I am. Then, I discovered that they run their field experiences inanely. We are on semesters. They get classroom content only the first 9 weeks. They are placed in classrooms for the next 6 weeks and I “get” to be in those classrooms observing them apparently all day.
Edited to add: I’m also defending my dissertation in a week, and the background stress of that probably isn’t helping things for me right now.
Skipper
3045
No judgement here. Often they are the only threads with new stuff to read this late.
Also, cheers on that rye. Any good?
Wow, good luck on the defence! Break a leg!
Yeah, the double rye is very nice. If you like ryes, give it a shot sometime.
RichVR
3049
Ouch. OTOH, much luck on the defense!
Skipper
3050
Wishing you success as well. Hang in there, this is you defending your own work, you’ve got this.
Hi, folks. How’s your weekend getting started?
Saturn tonight. 3/4 oz of lemon, 1/2 oz orgeat, 1/2 oz falernum, 1/2 oz passion fruit syrup, 2 oz of gin, blended with crushed ice and served with a cherry. Delicious, delicious gin-based tiki. My kinda jam.
Especially when I maybe make like 3 of em to kill a bottle of Beefeater to clear space on the bar. . .
Lantz
3053
Hugs to anyone that needs a hug 🤗.
Double hugs to anyone who is uncomfortable expressing that they could use a hug. 🤗🤗
RichVR
3054
Not drunk. But drinking. That is all.
oh right, look at the time. Here’s to ya!
RichVR
3056
And to you as well, good sir!

Quick, someone check on @TundraToad
RichVR
3059
By now he’s in Tijuana. Probably bartending at one of those donkey show places.
Or participating in the donkey show.
138
3061
Man, I tied one on last night. I mean, I drink a few PBRs after work at night, but last night we went out to see some live music in Morgantown and I drank some real beer, from an actual tap. Hoo boy…