I was angry and hurt for awhile and just lost. I needed something QT3 couldn’t give me, and I don’t even know it was fair to expect that in the first place. But when I got scared, I mean freaking terrified and throwing things in the car trying to figure out where we could go and not got stuck in the freeway while doing it near another fire, I mean the wrong information was that bad… rumors about things blowing up and everything, i came here for just a minute before driving off. It was the only thing I knew to do because I can’t express that to the people that are relying on me to … figure it out. All I knew is we have gas, cars, what i think we need and a credit card, there must be hope north. My twin actually listened to our police scanners for 7-8 hours to tell me what was going on while i drove.
There was no single source for us to use to find out where the fire was, how close it was and what direction it was going. If the shelters were full, if there were other shelters… nothing. And certainly no place for me to go read hey don’t go to Springfield because they have a fire looming over them today.
The status today is my mom is back in my home with me. My little sister canceled her daycare for the week and is up north with my dad in WA coast, should be safe there. It was suggested by twin come she come in, as in fly over and help, and I told her absolutely not. COVID is still happening, our fires are not contained… at all, just holding, and if anything happens she is safe and can coordinate from afar. I also reminded her of where all my financial accounts are and once again who the beneficiaries generally are, why, and of course if this house makes it, and I don’t… sell the damn thing. The only thing anyone in my family would do with this house is lose it.
And of course, nope, not prepared for a COVID 19 2020 historic wildfire event where my mom lost everything… i mean everything. She went to the rubble today, without me… said something about having her daughter there would be a guarantee she lost it. I sent my great aunt, begged her to go so she had to like 10 minutes north and then back down just to get there. the roads are still clear. They viewed it together. Nothing left, almost unrecognizable. There is at least one person they can’t find from there… hope is not good for him.
Talent, Phoenix… I grew up there. They’re gone. I mean, I already said that but this isn’t some rural place in the middle of nowhere… it’s a kind of urban place, the hub of Southern Oregon and North CA. The regional hospital is here. I worked there and all them, my friends who half of which are evacuated, others on standby with me, they got messages from their managers that the national guard was on standby to help evacuate the hospital… the ones that can’t be moved. The ones that can, their cars.
Anyway, the Almeda , Glendower fire is "my’ fire. It didn’t help it had two name for goodness sake. It’s holding at Phoenix is the last info I have which is south. The Obenchain fire is to the NE. That one is HUGE, completely out of control and the house I moved out of in the fall is under be ready status from that fire. that is also the fire where my friend took these pictures below… from their yard.
This one too
They were supposed to be evacuated. He stayed to save their missing cat and because, well he’s who he is. I am happy report he and the cat are out of there.
My closest friend after my sister’s mom and dad lost their homes to a wild fire about a year ago. Oregon had a fire at the same time as the Paradise fire, but ours got a lot less coverage because I think we lost a handful of structures, not in town. I am getting advice from her now how to deal with mom. I don’t know how to… do this.
And again, we’re not out of the woods, just not in imminent danger at the moment.
I don’t need anything from anybody right now other than to be allowed to just be… weak. I feel helpless. And I don’t see how our little region can recover from this if it just stopped right now, which it’s not.