I recommend downloading Subspace Continuum on Steam and messing around with it for at least an hour or two. Same gameplay, same maps, and at least for me, same terrible kill/death ratio. Also, one of the developers posts here, our own Rod Humble!
I was playing on the Chaos map and one of the other players messaged me, as I was a newcomer. He asked if I needed any help with the game and welcomed me. I told him that I liked playing it back in the day. He asked if I remembered a player with a certain username. “Yes,” I answered, “that name does ring a bell. Was that the nickname you used back then?” No, he said. That was his father. I felt old.