I voted for Clinton because I liked her, more or less. There were a lot of things I didn’t like about her, and the business as usual shit was really starting to get to me. But I felt like she really did want to do the right thing and was willing to listen to people to get things done, and she knew her shit inside and out. I really think it’s a tragedy that she wasn’t elected, as much because of Trump as the lack of good things she would do. Although I don’t think she could practically have gotten anything done given the Republican resistance she would have faced. Plus, first female president, woot!
But two things happened… First, all the cool kiddies and older folks too who said they voted for Bernie but they couldn’t vote for Clinton, I told them those same things. Trumpster fire is a real piece of work and he’s going to be very bad for the country. Do your duty. Etc. But they didn’t. They voted third party or stayed home. And I was mad. If they’d just all voted for Hillary we wouldn’t be in this mess. I stopped talking to a number of them for a while. But you know what, these are excited voters who didn’t vote because of their principles, not because they are lazy (which, by the way, it’s not like you take for granted the vote of those 45% of people who don’t vote at all, only the people who are engaged… that’s smart?)
And no one listened to them! I certainly didn’t. They are out there saying, “Hey, look, I’ll never vote for Clinton. Never ever ever. I want somebody saying they want real change!” Often these people were millenials who just got completely shit on by student loans and expectations that college is required coupled with the highest tuition ever and they got through it only to have zero real job propsects. I mean, sucks to be them! And there were candidates out there saying that they actually want to solve these problems and they believed. Maybe they shouldn’t have, whatever. But they were mostly ignored*. And you know what? They stayed true to what they were saying and didn’t vote while holding their noses. If the party and the primary voters had listened to them, who knows where we’d be now. Pie in the sky? Sure, maybe, but ignoring them means you don’t get their vote. Now I’m WITH THEM. I don’t blame them. Fuck it, I don’t owe you anything.
Second, Trump won. A slight majority of the country decided to say “Fuck it, let’s burn it down.” Is our government or electoral process working? Obviously not. Am I going to keep doing everything the same as I’ve always done? No, I’m not. Is this a privileged position? Absolutely. But you know what? Everyone else votes their own interests, and I’m tired of voting for everyone else. I’m personally going to be completely fine with Trump as president. Before and after him being president my chances of ruin are the same as my chances of getting completely fucked by illness. The same problem almost everyone in America has. Big medical bills lead to bankruptcy. Otherwise, I’m good. Stable job, good pay, wife/family/house. If the people who need help the most can’t be arsed to figure it out and vote for the person who wants to help them, then fuck it, why should I? This whole planet is going to die soon enough anyways.
Basically, the same coping mechanism I used to be ok with Trump winning (like, actually able to get out of bed) means I’m not going to vote against my conscience anymore. And a Democratic party that’s trying to hang out as the lesser of two evils instead of trying to lead us in a positive direction does not deserve my vote. And I actually don’t even owe you this explanation, but I did sort of start it and we’re all friends here more or less.
*when something as fundamental as “We all deserve health care” is not being taken seriously by Dems, then they aren’t listening.
Edit: And the only reason I’m bothering now is I hope you’ll listen now, unlike what happened in 2016.