Sorry I keep wanting to call write an epic catchup post but it’s both deeply depressing and pathetic how much my elderly parents have PoA over me. Have entangled my finances while ramping up the psychological abuse have affected my ability to move and start/stop rehabilitation and recovery under the guise of helping me out or parental love. Yet at the ripe old age of x I can’t leave their house unsupervised or meet with any friends for the last year. Instead, I am locked inside my childhood bedroom away from the other hallways even if 1 of them step away. They’ve even set up sentry overnight in the guest bedroom.
It’s utterly fantastical, disturbing and left me profoundly depressed at being unable to murder them.
My god, man. I can’t even -
Anytime you want to talk about it here, please feel free.
And if you don’t want to talk about it, that’s fine too.
Hell, I don’t even have any advice. Sorry.
My mom and dad are utterl insane because they are still trying today to yell at me to “confess” what junk food I no “snuck” and ate or brought home the 2 days a week I leave their prison peppered in with anecdotes about how they’re trying to me alive and I’m just going to die die die at this rate, all my own fault and doing.
When I get home from daytime dropin rehab twice a week they empty and search all pockets. They compare the 2x blood sugar needed by me that same night and insist I’m doing gastrointestinal sniffing of sugar or some shit. Fucking. Insane.