The Unbearable Lightness of Koontz

Sebmolo · October 23, 2006, 4:24pm

Brian_Koontz:

Autism looks highly unlikely
October 22nd, 2006 by briankoontz
Its funny, because so many of the symptoms have been there through so much of my life, but I find those symptoms fading now. My personality probably breaks down into a combination of deep passion with the effects of psychological abuse… now that I’ve broken the dominated state I was in I’m left with deep passion and a whole lot of memories from the life I’ve led.

Behavior derives partially from memories in my opinion, so I’ll have to continue training myself.

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Perhaps the situation does compute after all
October 23rd, 2006 by briankoontz
I’ve been trying to analyze what’s happened over the past few weeks (San Diego already seems like it happened a lifetime ago) with respect to the feelings other people have for me.

I still see one discrepancy, which I’ll try to resolve through private communication.

I want to encourage other people to talk to me. Despite my passion and my commitment to what I believe in, I can be talked to and communicated with on a normal level, and much more so now that my domination has been broken. There is no need to use innuendo and subtle underhanded talk. No more games.

I appear insular, but my insular world exists only within the confines of my essays. I will more aggressively seperate myself from them!

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Return to IRC
October 23rd, 2006 by briankoontz
I’m fine with being on IRC if you guys are able to un-ban me.

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From his blog. for even more resplendent oddness, try here.

Athryn · October 23, 2006, 4:26pm

I don’t think he is banned, actually.

Marcus · October 23, 2006, 4:26pm

If not he should be.

RepoMan · October 23, 2006, 4:29pm

Hol(e)y shit.

russellmz00 · October 23, 2006, 4:41pm

just curious, what are the comments over there like?

madkevin · October 23, 2006, 4:53pm

Mostly nonexistent.

MatthewF · October 23, 2006, 6:08pm

Jesus.

Qenan · October 23, 2006, 6:09pm

I don’t think so.

Orinoco · October 23, 2006, 6:34pm

I’m pretty sure he was banned for saying naughty words to Tom, but we’re not suppose to talk about it so forget I said anything…

What is a yenta anyway?

shift6 · October 23, 2006, 7:27pm

Banned from IRC, apparently.

Jackstar · October 23, 2006, 7:30pm

Spare the rod…

dannimal · October 23, 2006, 7:31pm

Did he post more about the domination and the breaking? Can someone post excerpts? I’m not brave enough to dig through the mire on my own.

Sebmolo · October 23, 2006, 7:42pm

Isn’t IRC a protocol? So is that like being banned from TCP/IP?

MatthewF · October 23, 2006, 7:47pm

He’s banned from the channel. Also, I’m convinced that Koontz is another life form. Like a Protoss.

XPav · October 23, 2006, 8:26pm

I didn’t know he worked at Best Buy.

Ed_Solomon · October 24, 2006, 4:42am

That would explain oh so much.

Andrew · October 24, 2006, 5:37am

I’m banned from AppleTalk. There… was an incident.

DrCrypt · October 24, 2006, 5:43am

Poor Koontz. He’s totally out of sorts lately. I blame heartbreak. Of course, flying cross country to creepily showing up on someone’s doorstep at 5am… someone you only know from QT3… then pounding incessantly, proclaiming your passion, until she calls the fuzz? Heartbreak is the least of your problems.

The saddest thing about Koontz is that I always secretly hoped he wasn’t really crazy. But his Internet persona isn’t just some crazy affectation: he’s honestly a very sad, very troubled, very pathetic individual.

DrCrypt · October 24, 2006, 5:44am

Koontz is also in his early 30’s and still lives with his parents, by the way. They are very mean, apparently. He’s also a virgin.

Aleck · October 24, 2006, 5:46am

Uhhh… I couldn’t bring myself to read the entire Koontzblog (I didn’t want my brain to explode). WTF are you talking about? Is Koontz Qt3 stalking?